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Friday, February 04, 2011

I am changing in little ways I never expected. I have been ill for two days now - my back is sending me jabbing pain, my innards feel like they are coming inside out and all I can think about is not being well enough to excercise. Wow - when I think of all the days I wouldn't and didn't want to excercise - this is truly a change. I think of this process like a huge boulder - not completely round that I am trying to push - some days I get good momentum - some days I just barely keep it moving and sometimes it stops for whatever reason. I recognize that when it stops - getting it moving takes more effort....I don't want it to stop...but getting ill -well out of my control at the moment...and still ok....I will push as soon as I can....and in the meantime I am going to journal and read more spark blogs, posts etc to learn as much as I can....
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  • JKN049
    Perhaps this is the blog you had in mind when you commented on mine. :) I hope tomorrow brings more sunshine than clouds....

    2691 days ago
    Hang in there and feel better soon!

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    2692 days ago
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