I did it again...ugh!
Thursday, January 20, 2011
I smoked again today. I don't know what I am going to do. I can't even breathe hardly and still I keep lighting up. All I can say is that I will have to try and do better tomorrow and pray, pray, pray!
I know God will take this from me if I could just learn to let go and let God!
The predisone the doctor prescribed is making me hungry all the time! I have gone way over on my calories everyday since I got out of the hospital, and I haven't been able to exercise at all except for walking, which I am doing-but I really want to get well so I can exercise again!
I gotta admit, I am feeling a little down today, and a whole lot disappointed in myself for not being able to stop smoking. I think I will say goodnight and read my Bible and spend some time with God about this whole smoking thing.
Thanks for all the responses and encouragement from all my spark friends! I cannot express how much you all mean to me and how much you all help me to keep motivated and keep a positive attitude!