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I did it again...ugh!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

I smoked again today. I don't know what I am going to do. I can't even breathe hardly and still I keep lighting up. All I can say is that I will have to try and do better tomorrow and pray, pray, pray!
I know God will take this from me if I could just learn to let go and let God!
The predisone the doctor prescribed is making me hungry all the time! I have gone way over on my calories everyday since I got out of the hospital, and I haven't been able to exercise at all except for walking, which I am doing-but I really want to get well so I can exercise again!
I gotta admit, I am feeling a little down today, and a whole lot disappointed in myself for not being able to stop smoking. I think I will say goodnight and read my Bible and spend some time with God about this whole smoking thing.
Thanks for all the responses and encouragement from all my spark friends! I cannot express how much you all mean to me and how much you all help me to keep motivated and keep a positive attitude!
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    I agree with Viv---take care of yourself first--BREATH--
    FACT: if ya keep trying you will succeed.
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    3099 days ago
    Sweet Snuz - it's ok, don't beat yourself up about the smoking right now.
    Concentrate on getting well, and getting your strength back.
    Concentrate on BREATHING....... The smokes will be easier to kick when you are feeling better.
    Try the deep slow easy breathing.. and don't forget to take your meds... drink plenty of water, OK??

    Try some veggie strips and apple slices to munch on. . .
    3099 days ago
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