Thursday, January 20, 2011
This sucks! I was doing sooo good, yesterday I woke up and felt like I had hit a brick wall. I spent almost all day sleeping and aching yesterday. Today was not too much better I doubled my prednisone today so hopefully that will start to help me out. I just feel so depressed, I feel like a failure, like I can't do anything right. I hate having Lupus. It affects me more than people know. I hope I start to feel better soon, I want to work out again...... wow I never thought I'd actually say that out loud.... It looks like I'm starting to enjoy exercise... I guess I have made a lifestyle change.