Have to start over tomorrow!
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Today I smoked about 10 cigarettes. I don't know what happened, I was doing so well. Tomorrow is a new day and a new start. I am NOT going to smoke even a few puffs here and there because I think that was my downfall. It has to be all or nothing it seems like. A few puffs led to buying a pack, which lead to smoking a half a cigarette every couple of hours. Now I have to go through the nicotine withdrawals all over again. This time won't be as bad since I have only smoked about 10 cigarettes in the last 6 days compared to 180 cigarettes in 6 days that my body was used to.
Like the old saying, fall down 6 times, get back up 7 times! That will have to be my motto!
God bless and goodnight all.