Medicine is working...
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
I'm definitely feeling better and smoking a whole lot less! Today I was busy most of the day and I was driving by my usual cigarette store. I was so proud of myself when I drove right past it----only to whip into the very next am/pm and run in and buy a pack of cigarettes! I ran out and tore the pack open like it was the last one on earth, I asked for a book of matches and lit up! After two puffs I was disgusted with myself and put it out, got back in my car and have been beating myself up over buying that pack ever since. so I have probably smoked a whole cigarette if you add up all the puffs I took throughout the day:(
But hey! it's still a whole lot better than 30 cigarettes in a day! So I am NOT going to beat myself up about it, I am going to get a good nights sleep and see if I can do better tomorrow!
I could use all the prayers I can get right now in order to beat this smoking thing. Any and all will be greatly appreciated! thank you in advance my spark friends!