Do you ever feel trapped?
Friday, January 14, 2011
Do you ever feel like you are drowning and can't kick back to the surface? That every single day is a sick joke similar to groundhogs day in that it is always the same. Today is one of those days. It sucked from the second I got to work. After I got the weekly slap in the face they call my paycheck I pretty much just reached the end of my rope. I am tired of being a good person and playing by the rules and getting nothing back. No this is not a rainbow and kittens type of blog and I refuse to apologize for it. Nothing annoys me more than a title that starts with Negative blog: sorry. Honestly, I do not trust for one second people who only say that life is a bowl of peaches and this is easy and tra lalalalalal I am not negative. It is just not reality unless you are looped on Xanax. Than maybe it is for you and if so good for you. I am tired of the fight, I am tired of not seeing progress the way I want. I am tired of having the woman I work with steal my sales and the bosses ignore it and tell us to "just get along". I want to be free of this kind of misery. When I was a kid I swore I would never have a 9-5 and guess where I ended up. Uggh. Yes, this is not my first work gripe blog but this is where I am today.
I am not looking for anyone to fix this and yes I am working on my business plan so I can GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE. Thanks for listening. Now I am going to finish up the rest of my craptastic day in the jeans I threw my lunch on so now I smell like pico de gallo and then I am going to go healthy food shopping and workout because NOTHING is going to send me back to eating this away. Take that scale. Pbblllllllppppbbllblb (That is me blowing a raspberry if you didn't know
.) Thanks for listening. I love you guys.