Cabin Fever Blahs
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Been snowed in for a few days with friends. Fun, but not a lot of chance for exercise or great food choices. Didn't do awful, but could have done better. In my calorie range today, despite a hamburger and chips. Counted out my chips and threw the rest away, so I'm pretty proud of that.
Another round of lab work tomorrow, so I'll be fasting until mid-morning. Major case of the blahs and hoping for good lab results. Preoccupied with that, I suppose. Still fighting a complete lack of desire to do anything. Hoping to get out for a walk tomorrow but not sure if weather will allow.
Don't have cable myself but the folks where I was staying do. Saw MTV's "I Used to Be Fat" while visiting. An eighteen year old girl lost 90 pounds in 90 days. I know I shouldn't let that bother me, but it took me a year, not a month, to lose 30 pounds. I did it sanely in a way I can keep up. I have to keep telling myself that, or I get so angry.
Just needing something to go well in this life, soon.