My first blog for the year
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
well this is what's on my mind. I'm sitting here in the hospial with hubby, Thanking God for what he has already done . I thought about where I was in 2010. I thought about some of the blogs that I had read,( the success stories ect..) I concluded that it is a great thing that this site is not base on how much you lose, who lost the most, or how fast it was lost. I say this because I'm sure there are some out there who have thoguht, How is that some can lose faster that other, or continue dropping lbs. when there are so many who find themselves struggling still, meaning still trying to find just that thing that one could see themselves doing for a lifetime.
With this said. Here is what I'm thinking. When 2010 came in I was weighing in about 216-up to 217 at time. over half of the year I was not really trying or had not came to a conclusion to come up with a plan or join any group. Yet at the end of 2010I had lost right at what? 21-22lbs. that is progress. the struggle of it all is to look at it for what it is. (taking one day at a time, making better choices, and getting some sort of exercise in my day. could it be that I found something thatwork for me? I think not expecting to drop big numbers or excepting the week that I won't drop anything will be worth keeping in my mind, doing this just may help me not to give up like I have always done in the past.
Even with everything that is going on in my life right now, I'm able to be mindful of what I'm doing, which is a plus becaues in the past I have not be able to do this. I'm determined to reach my goals, I'm still looking forward to geting into that new skirt that set in the closet, I really look forward to one day soon just shoping until the money run out(hahaha) but soooooo true. I know I can get the job done, I will succeed.