Happy New Year!
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
I really need to get better about blogging again!
Things *feel* like they're gettin better..but there's no proof of it yet. day 3 on track. not always *perfect* but that's a state that no one is...so i guess i should say not always *between the lines* but getting better and closer every day. have gotten exercise 2 days in a row now :) i'm still waiting for the soreness to kick in lmao. ;)
The family gift this year was Ice Skates. everyone but Kai got them.. ( i couldn't find his size) Thanks to some very VERY generous ladies i was able to make "real" gifts happen. not that other things i was able to scrounge together wasn't "real" it was more of "necessities" instead of "fun". I hope that's making sense ;)
I got *hired* (using that loosely) on at a digital scrapbooking store to sell my designs! I'm STOKED! i've been wanting that for 2 years. I'm still getting better with my designs..not the best yet, but they're ok. i've come A LONG WAY from where i started at a few years ago. I know i could do better if i had a better graphics tablet..i've got my eye set on the Wacom Bamboo Craft tablet. it's dual sensory meaning touch and stylus. (touch sensory similar to laptop/netbook mouse areas) I've already upgraded the RAM in my computer..it's maxed out. All my techie friends that ask what i'm designing on when i tell them PC they cringe..and tell me *You need a Mac* haha.. sure when i make enough money to buy one. There's a reason why they're the industry standard lol! they just preform better for graphic stuff.
i just had to share that ^_^
I really hope that the end of this week shows a loss. I'm in a bit of a downward spiral mentally because my weight has climbed so badly. it's my own fault..i'm the ONLY one to blame. It upsets me that i let my hard work fly out the window like that. what is my malfunction?! So, i've taken it upon myself to get back to the nitty gritty and track, track, track. I'll probably run out of journal pages, but that would be a GOOD thing..that would mean that it's an ingrained habit and i'm always on some sort of track, good/bad days. Monday was a bad day.. 10 oreo cookies & soy milk before bed time..i was over cals for the day before that point .. but well i just went and did it anyway lol! So i'm trying to be more careful now.
Gonna go, gotta get work done.