MAMAGRACE86

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In pain...

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

I wouldn't have thought i would be woken up to by my mom telling my dog had passed away. I am so angry, upset, sad and guilty that i couldn't do anything to help him. I am so sad and angry at myself that i took him for granted. He was the most special dog i had not only did he love me unconditionally he knew what i needed when i was upset. I don't know what to do with myself right now. I am crying and I cant sleep the fear of sleeping is with me once again.. the thought of another person or animal dying on me is just overwhelming! I lost three people dearly to me last year less than three months apart. Now both my dogs passed away and now i feel so freaking lonely. I was hoping that my baby Terrie would be with me at my new apartment but now i'm going to be alone.
my two beautiful babies Resting in Animal Heaven...

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  • MORRIS1989
    Sorry about your lost. emoticon Just take it easy you will get through this I am speaking from experience
    2713 days ago
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