Photos of me right now.

Sunday, January 02, 2011

this is 2002 . when i lost a lot of weight but not the healthy way.

I want to look like this again but in a healthy way.

Filipino. 5`1. 250. pre-diabetic. fighting for my life. was bulimic but still fighting. battling depression.
This is how i look now but this is not what i want to look like.

This is me! this is what i have become over the years. Fat, lazy, and sometimes mean and useless to myself and others!
Don't that the smile fool you its all lies that i try to hide from people the real pain that keep inside.
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    Thanks Morris!!! I SHALL not use those words ever again!!
    3019 days ago
  • MORRIS1989
    Stop calling yourself names like fat, lazy and etc. That is not going to help you at all. You are a beautiful young lady who is trying to live a heathly lifestyle and shall one day. Stay positive and drop the negative. emoticon
    3019 days ago
  • CAIT1981
    Well at least you know you can rock an awesome dress! You're gorgeous no matter what size you can do this!! Great idea about putting a photo on your fridge, i think I'll do that too!
    3029 days ago
    aw thanks! i am trying to keep focus on my goals and that pic is all over the place to remind me what is needed to be done
    3030 days ago
    You look fierce!!!
    Stay positive and keep that pic on your fridge to remind you what your goals are and that you want to do it the healthy way!

    3030 days ago
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