Photos of me right now.
Sunday, January 02, 2011
this is 2002 . when i lost a lot of weight but not the healthy way.
I want to look like this again but in a healthy way.
Filipino. 5`1. 250. pre-diabetic. fighting for my life. was bulimic but still fighting. battling depression.
This is how i look now but this is not what i want to look like.
This is me! this is what i have become over the years. Fat, lazy, and sometimes mean and useless to myself and others!
Don't that the smile fool you its all lies that i try to hide from people the real pain that keep inside.