UNknown world for me.
Friday, December 31, 2010
Recently I found out that my blood sugar was a higher reading which freaked me out because I never thought I would ever get to this point in my life. I was scared, confused and lost for words but more angry that I done this to myself. That my carefree attitude may have caused me to almost kill myself slowly. I knew I was at risk for hight blood pressure, diabetes, heat attack and many more however, I just brush it off like I was superwoman! I am a rice lover but moreover I am a carb lover but my world turn upside down when I had to think of those things being taken away from me and cut down to a very very SMALL portion. It has been maybe three weeks and it was hard in the beginning but now its my life on the line so I have to do this.
I am a pre- diabetic who is trying to change her bad way but overall I am an overweight Asian woman who love to eat rice and goes for 2nd and 3rd helpings. However that life I am trying to keep in the PAST! Lets all get healthy with each other.
Everyday is a challenge for me but I am not alone in my journey to better my life. I have my best friend of 10 years guiding me as well because she too is diabetic who too is scared but us working together is not a lonely feeling anymore. We both eat healthier, we both do p90x which she got my into!. I was skeptic about p90x but once I actually done a workout it was amazing! It did more than I would in a gym for an hour!
My bestie Jen is my hero! She keeps you motivated, loyal, honest, and down to earth. She helped me with everything and I am so grateful for her! Jen is my rock my right hand woman! she knows exactly what I need to hear even if it hurts me she knows life isn't going to stop because you tell it too!