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New Year, New Me! (Part 1)

Monday, December 27, 2010

This is really just an intro to what I am planning in the New Year. I am tired of being in "Plateau-ville." I am done with stagnating. I am ready to really make a difference in my life and in turn in others as well.
I am working on my "Goals for 2011" and plan to finish and post them by the beginning of the new year.
I am excited about this journey, yet terrified...
Why you ask?
I am so afraid of failure that I sometimes just stand still. I am afraid of the negative messages I have heard from some people in my past and present. I learned how to bash myself from others so well that I do it to myself before they get the chance. That has to change.
I have been taking care of everyone else, but not making myself a priority. That has to change.
I have allowed my fear of failure control my path to growth and success.
My title on my SparkPage is Cathy's Courage...where is that courage? I will be finding that this year!!
So this year I will focus on many key areas of change.
Stay with me, I will share more as I put this awesome plan together.
The biggest part of my plan that I can share right now is to reach my goal weight this year!
I know way deep down inside that I can do it...I just have to believe in myself to find that
"hidden file."

Thanks to all of you who have encouraged and supported me the last almost 4 years on Spark...I wouldn't be here without you.
I am already a much healthier person and lighter!! Now I have to stop making goals "open-ended" in regards to time.
There is no better time than now.
There are no more "but if's..." to drag around.

This will be a great year!

Hugs to all,

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