My own worst critic
Thursday, December 23, 2010
It's funny how other people will tell you how the think you look nice or they like what you've done with your hair/makeup. In reality I don't want to look "nice" I want to be beautiful and have that confidence that I see in other women. I want to look in the mirror and like what I see instead of always seeing the negative. I keep hearing that confidence is beauty, but I find it hard to see the positive in myself. Every year I make a New Year's resolution to lose weight and quit smoking. Well this year I quit smoking before the end of the year to take the pressure off and instead of making my resolution to lose weight I think my resolution will be to find the confidence that is hidden somewhere inside me. I hope I can find it. My other resolution will be to lead a healthier lifestyle an get more activity in so I can set a better role model for my son. I'm not saying I won't set small goals for myself but this time I'm going to choose something about myself that I like. For me I think it will be my legs. And I hope to work up from there and start to like more of myself. I hope not to overwhelm myself this year and take small steps toward a better outlook at something that is important......ME!!!!