Come on already! Get on track and stay on track!
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
I've been bouncing back and fourth with my weight. One week I will do great and be at the low point 154 then another I will be 158.. then the next 160. Now I'm 160. I'm not at all proud of myself. When I look in the mirror I can see the difference in my face even these six pounds makes. When I'm at 154 I feel so much closer to my goal even though it's still so far away. But at least I feel in control of my eating and in control of my life. I need to get back on track! It doesn't help that noone ever wants to go to the gym with me. I have a lot of negative influences in my life. My husband who only wants to go out to dinner and eat ice cream every single night. My sister who says we'll go to the gym then backs out every time, whom might I add doesn't even need to go to the gym. And my friend who also backs out every time. She was going with me full strong then nothing! I gotta just do this by myself now. It is just me that has to control the diet and exercise daily. Noone else. I can do this.