Am I a freak?
Friday, December 17, 2010
One of my oldest friend's/coworkers lost over 100 pounds last year and I was excited her, and now here I am almost a year later, 40 pounds down, and hiding from the compliments and comment about my weight loss. We are a very tight group at work and nothing is a secret, so now that they have started to notice my weight loss I find myself shying away from the their compliments.
It's almost as if I'm afraid for people to notice, and to be honest maybe I am.... I have yet to even try on clothes that used to be too small and I don't want people at work to comment. Maybe I'm afraid that I'll fail and gain the weight back. Does anyone else feel the same way, or am I a freak?