Monday, December 13, 2010
Today this blog is about the photos that I have placed here. To begin I thought I would tell you a little about why I chose them.
(1) The photo with the group was the beginning of really seeing myself where I really was, I attended my sons wedding, I was looking forward to it, I though.t" I won't take anything", I'll find me something when I get there, It was a long drive from Texas to Idoho, So when I got there. Seem there were so much to do and the time just flew. Well I went shopping and non of what I wanted to wear could fit me, I was so sick about it, but end up settleing for the outfit that turn out making me feel so embrassed I was the groomsmother I should have looked good,this is where I would draw the line(weight at this time 216).
(2) The picture that is used for my profile, was taken in October 2010 I had started working on my weight but could't stay focused this would be the 2th picture, only this time my mind was made up to do what I need to do.(weight at this time 202)
(3) The photo of the flower is how I feel now , today I feel good inside, I see beauty from within. It a reminder to me to love me and to feel good about where I'm am and where I'm going. Which brings me to the light house, It repersent meditation, quiteness the sense of staying focused, And to see myself going to a place that I 've wanted to go but have not.
I see myself succeeding I'm thinking positve, I will reach my goals (weight right now 190)