My Love Affair
Tuesday, December 07, 2010
Why can't I break the spell? My children and all their friends know.. "Don't take the last Pepsi, it's Mom's". People who've been in my house who don't know have done this and my children cower in fear because they know that I won't have my Pepsi. I get irrational, I get headaches, I get MEAN. I'm not a mean person.
Now Pepsi and I came to an agreement. Instead of the big 44 ouncers that I previously indulged in twice a day, we've reduced our affair to a 12 ounce can. Pepsi is okay if I cheat with his friend Diet Pepsi the rest of the day or with tea. and yes I still get my 100 ounces of water on top of all this. So we've reduced our calorie issues. I know it's not perfect and I shouldn't drink my calories, but... I have to have SOMETHING. My life is so stressful. Can I just keep my Pepsi. I gave up chocolate for the most part.
But Pepsi won't break his hold on me. and now that Throwback has come back, oh my, I'm just in heaven.
I know if I ever wanted to compete which I seriously doubt I will, Pepsi and I will have to part ways. I don't want the perfect body (just a smoking hawt one), so I don't feel that I have to give him up totally.
Besides.... I think it's his friend Miller Lite that causes most of my weight gain.