help me i cant find my toes.
Thursday, December 02, 2010
I am so tired of getting so excited of loosing weight only to put it back on again. I cant seem to find the time to "take care of myself" like all the people have been saying. I would love to but as im writting this im feeding a baby. As soon as Brit is done its time to make lunch for Logan. then by the time he is done its time to clean him up so we can go pick up the three older kids all at different school i dont get home until after 4 homework and dinner bath and most in bed. dax stays up til 1 or 2 most nights then gets up before 5 so its not like i can stay up after all go to bed and im already up feeding baby before 5 anyway i get lucky if i can get to do a load of laundry once aweek (its a pretty good pile with 5 kids). I hate doing it on my own most of the time hubby works overseas so he is gone more than 6 months out of the year. I want to be able to go out with him to a club or something when hes home but I'm to self consciounse now cant even see the toes i guess i need someone to come over and kick my butt into gear i have considered going to a "fat dr" but cant afford it right now and no gyms are available that have childcare in the area gotta love livin out in the middle of no where. sorry all just venting on something that really cant be changed at the mooment