KIRKSADIE

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Am I ever going to get back to SP!

Monday, November 29, 2010

Hi everyone....I have said it before and I will say it again....my life is crazy!!!! I am enrolled in nursing school and have NO TIME to do anything other than that! I am not kidding! I eat, sleep, work and go to school..this is my life! I have not been on SP for awhile but have gotten a few emails from some of you(as I JUST checked my email for the first time in over a month!!) so I thought I should check in so some of you dont think I checked out! I didnt...just have to put school first!
We have had a rough couple months around here...Jim just had his fourth back surgery and is doing well so far...he will be going in for one more and HOPEFULLY that is it! We are still getting no income from work comp(WHICH IS A JOKE IN IT SELF!) so I am picking up more kids to make up the difference of his income.
Our pup of 13 years died the end of August(sad day for us), my cousin is going through a tough time(DRUGS!!!Its horrible) and being such aclose family it is taking an effect on all of us. In the last two months we have had two friends killed in a car accident and one is paralyzed from the chest down, and in another accident our daughters BF and a group of some friends were also involved in another accident and one remains in ICU still after 2 weeks with severe brain injury..PLEASE PRAY FOR THEM! So dealing with a very upset 17 year old!
Jim and I are going through a tough time in our married life....as I am finding I really don't like myself...so why would anyone else! I hate the way I look, I feel like I complain all the time and my self esteem is really low right now and i am not sure why or what to do!!
I am trying really hard in school and I think that is part of the problem I have no time to do anything else....so I am asking that you all just bear with me...I promise I will be back and I look you all up and when I do I hope that you will once again be my spark friends!!! I love you all...THANKS FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT!!
Sadie
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  • LITTLE_QUEEN
    Well you know we miss you girlie!

    You have had a lot to deal with the whole time I have known you and you lead a very stressful life, that can be hard on a marriage, I can tell you though that seeing your picture, there is nothing wrong with the way you look at all, You are very pretty, and I believe at least one of your daughters look like you, so you just get that thought out of your head, You need to have school come first, it is important to your life and livlihood, just check in once in awhile, and please know this one thing Sadie, You are loved! We'll be here when you need us.

    Hugs,
    Lori

    Oh yeah I have changed my user name, guess I better tell you that before you think who is this weirdo that thinks she knows me, LOL!
    3852 days ago
  • ABBASYALDAH1
    I am so so sorry for all that you are going through!!!! I will be praying!!!
    3852 days ago
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