This is SO unfair!

So yesterday my boyfriend tells me exitingly that he has lost 6lbs without even trying!! And sitting there listening to him going on and on about how great he is (Well i made it sound like that anyway) i dig myself deeper and deeper, he has no issues with food, self esteem, bulimia, bingeing.. You name it i have it, i have the most complicated relationship to food you can find! And im hanging on tooth and nail, fighting every day for this dream of recovery and weight loss and today - 0lbs gone! Its devastating..
I still got into a pretty dress, did my hair, tried to doll up the best i can and talk myself up.. But i might have to throw that scale away.. because if i cant loose the weight he cant either!! LOL...

Why cant i be happy for him, and thats it?! Im a terrible girlfriend.