Not a good day and it is only 10:30am
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Well I have just done my stats this week and I know I missed a couple of weeks of weighing (things have been a bit crazy)!
Well it says I have put on 4lbs so I really am not happy!!!! I feel like crap, I look like crap and just overall want to cry!
I am not going to because it is silly and emotional but I am just so annoyed! This becomes a vicious circle for me as now that I feel like poop I do not want to eat at all which is also not good!
So, I am going to have a change around with my diet and workout and then work doubly as hard at the gym and try to get my cardio time up! I have already drawn up my new workout as the boys are going to be doing different things now and it is not what I want to do. It will be difficult without a training partner but hey gotta do it for me!
We are taking my OH and his friend to strongman gym today for a training session (we have entered them in their first strongman comp) so I might get in a cardio session down there. I generally try to keep my weekends free as we like to go out walking and things, plus gotta sort the ferrets out and get my eating plan sorted (takes me a while to get the right balance).
There has been a lot of stress over the past three weeks due to money and things, difficult me now being a full time student and I am doing my best to cope with everything!
I suppose I have just got to draw a line and live for next Saturday (next weigh in). I spoke to my doctor about weightloss but she was not exactly helpful and said to join a club etc... but they cost too much money so cant do that.
Oh well, we keep soldiering on!
for the moan, just needed to get it out of my system.