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Not a good day and it is only 10:30am

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Well I have just done my stats this week and I know I missed a couple of weeks of weighing (things have been a bit crazy)!

Well it says I have put on 4lbs so I really am not happy!!!! I feel like crap, I look like crap and just overall want to cry! emoticon I am not going to because it is silly and emotional but I am just so annoyed! This becomes a vicious circle for me as now that I feel like poop I do not want to eat at all which is also not good!

So, I am going to have a change around with my diet and workout and then work doubly as hard at the gym and try to get my cardio time up! I have already drawn up my new workout as the boys are going to be doing different things now and it is not what I want to do. It will be difficult without a training partner but hey gotta do it for me!

We are taking my OH and his friend to strongman gym today for a training session (we have entered them in their first strongman comp) so I might get in a cardio session down there. I generally try to keep my weekends free as we like to go out walking and things, plus gotta sort the ferrets out and get my eating plan sorted (takes me a while to get the right balance).

There has been a lot of stress over the past three weeks due to money and things, difficult me now being a full time student and I am doing my best to cope with everything!

I suppose I have just got to draw a line and live for next Saturday (next weigh in). I spoke to my doctor about weightloss but she was not exactly helpful and said to join a club etc... but they cost too much money so cant do that.

Oh well, we keep soldiering on! emoticon for the moan, just needed to get it out of my system.
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  • OFFDREA
    Ferretlover1 hit the nail on the head.

    My losses had been stalled for weeks and I finally gave up on caring. When I do reach my goal its not like Im going to stop what I am doing. This is my life now, this is what I do. Becoming thinner and fit just an amazingly wonderful added bonus. You are reshaping your body which is a difficult and daunting task that takes a lot of time. You are ROCKING it and should be so proud!!!!!
    Don't let this get you down.
    Have a great weekend!!!!
    3288 days ago
  • FERRETLOVER1
    Setbacks are a part of this journey - but take it in stride. Make up your mind that this time you will handle it differently. Take one step at a time - don't beat yourself up about this.

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    Try to remember that this is a lifetime journey. No one can be perfect all the time. Just try to do better this week - one day at a time.

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    It bears repeating again - emoticon
    3288 days ago
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