I'm sorry, but please help!
Sunday, November 14, 2010
I feel like I owe my SP friends an apology. I have been MIA! I spent all of June getting our house ready to sell, July house-hunting, August packing/moving and starting completely new/different job, and September unpacking & getting settled with the house/new job! I am NOT making excuses. I am just explaining what I've been up to. Well next thing I know it is mid-Nov!! Huh?! How did this happen?! My lack of Sparking and consistent workouts is showing..to the tune of gaining 7#! It may not seem like the end of the world but when you are 5'2" it really shows people!!
I know I have said I'm back before (in the midst of trying to figure out a schedule of a new job that requires much flexibility), but I CAN DO IT this time. I WANT TO do it this time. I WILL DO IT this time. I am asking for your help Sparkers. I think part of my problem is that I am afraid to ask for help. I have not wanted to admit that REALLY NEED someone to hold me accountable....after all that's what SP is for, right? SO if you want to check in with me and see how I am doing....great! I miss my Spark friends and I feel so out of the loop since I have been gone!! If you want to see where the heck I've been if I miss a day...even better! HOLD MY HAND. I don't like that I need this much help, but the first step is asking for it. I don't really have support from my friends/family because they roll their eyes when I choose to not eat trans fats or HFCS or raise an eyebrow when I order a salad or exercise on a holiday. So I really need to turn to you guys here! I am just not happy with myself and haven't been for awhile. I just want to feel good in my own skin again (and my jeans for that matter!)
Thanks in advance for your support!!