Onederland and Self Realizations

Sunday, November 14, 2010

It's been....a while....since my last blog.

To start off, I hit onederland! I am now 199 pounds. I haven't seen that number since the 6th grade, thats a long long time.

In all my happiness I'm still sad. When I told those closest to me, its like no one understood how very important that number is. My joy was quickly ripped like a rug from under me.

In the midst of reaching 199, I'm also dealing with a breakup. It's been really really rough and we are both trying to make the best of the situation.

I've also realized that I'm never going to be one of those awesome motivating people that logs onto spark everyday filling my tracker and posting on all the boards. I'm not the best team leader and I'm very fickle with my use of this site. Now, I'm not saying I don't follow spark, but for me its not realistic to log on every single day. I pressure myself to and it never really works out. I apologize for that but I'm just not on the computer a whole lot. I am following my spark guidelines and its working out just fine for me.

So I'm so very sorry to my team and my friends on here that don't hear from me for weeks on end. It's not that I don't care, I'm just not on my computer a lot.

I wish everyone the best success in their goals. I'm so grateful for my weightloss and despite not feeling supported I'm proud of me. Thats what counts right?

oh and I went skydiving!

not under 200 in this picture, but 202 =]

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  • AMYDVM07
    Onederland is a VERY big deal. Congratulations and best of luck for continuing success. emoticon
    3637 days ago
    Getting to Onderland is a HUGE deal. I got there yesterday myself and did the Happy Dance right there in the bathroom.

    3637 days ago
  • no profile photo CD5399895
    Congrats on getting into onerland!!!! That is HUGE! I am sorry you are going through a break up:( Wishing you a good week!

    3637 days ago
    don't let others responses get you down- under 200 is amazing!!! and it is really hard when you are busy to log in every day, but you are doing the program and making changes-which is all that matters in the end. You are doing great- and food luck on the rest of your journey!
    3637 days ago
    WOW under 200 is a huge accomplishemnt. Don't let the reactions of others affect you!

    It is amazing and I still have 66 pounds to lose before I get there. What an inspriation!
    3637 days ago
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