I know all of you are going to think I am crazy but I am back at home and we are trying to make it work, I found out I was preg up at my grandmas when I got home I miscarried it was so hard but we got through it.
I am so sorry that all these things are happening to you. Losing a baby at any stage of pregnancy is hard.
I pray that you can find resolution in this rollercoaster that is your marriage right now. I too went back to my first husband five times in five years. I am glad I tried, but it did not work out in the end. Maybe if we had been older and more mature. It is hard to say. If your marriage works out that will be a good thing. If it does not then you know you tried.
I stayed about three years too long with second husband. I was so depressed I did not recognize what I was allowing to happen. I thought I was worthless. It was not good for either one of us. You do not want to get to that stage.
Two words of advice. 1) Do not try to get pregnant again for at least a year. The trauma you are experiencing now will translate directly to the unborn baby. You would be sending all kinds of undesirable hormones through his body. Let the marriage work successfully for a year. Please. I work with special needs children. You want a calm and stress free pregnancy. 2) These blogs and your spark page can be googled and read by anyone who knows what to google. This site is not 100% secure. 3) Sorry, I can't stop myself. A certain amount of fighting is normal, and a one time mistake of infidelity can be forgiven. If it happens again run as fast as you can. If he is angry at you every day, run as fast as you can. I don't want you to get sucked into the mentality that you have to have a man at any price. An abused mother is not the image you want your future children to learn. Cycles just keep repeating. You make sure you find a good support group or a good marriage counselor to help you identify if what you are doing is healthy. 3266 days ago
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