Been a while

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

I haven't blogged in forever. I've been so busy at work and just not motivated at all. The past month and a half I haven't been scrutinizing my food intake like I was and I've been slightly more lax in my exercise. Oddly enough, I haven't gained a pound. I don't know what it is, but I guess I'm just stuck at this weight. I'm sure my weight will go up a bit soon due to my son's Halloween candy. I begged my husband to take it to dice. So we've both been snacking on it.

Still no luck trying to conceive. But my hubby is thinking we should maybe stop since we’re switching daycare. I think it’s he’s punishing me because he’s not getting his way. Right now his mother watches our son and she drives me crazy. She lets him play with anything he can get his hands on, safe or unsafe. Some things include a can opener, my husband’s magazine collection, headphones, bottles and cans he pulls from the recycling bucket, etc. She also leaves messes and doesn’t clean them up. Read my prior blogs for more of the gory details about her and her personal habits. I don’t want to hate her, but I’m starting to have a deep resentment toward her and its not getting any better. So we’re going with a woman who does home daycare from her home. My husband was supposed to tell her a month ago to start looking, but he didn’t. Now he’s trying to delay it because he doesn’t want her to be out of work. I’m not going to budge on it at all, though. He doesn’t listen to me about anything and I’m putting my foot down. Bottom line is that it’s for safety and better for my son. If it means we’re pushing off having another child, oh well. Sorry for the rant, but I needed to get it off my chest.

Things aren’t the greatest right now at work. There were layoffs recently so my boss has been working harder to keep in good favor of the firm. Things have been ridiculously busy. I have barely been able to keep on top of things. Plus, I’m worried that I may at some point in the future lose my job. I love working here, and I don’t want to lose my job. Its been a worry of mine for the past few months.

I’m guessing that these frustrations are killing my motivation to do what I should. I still choose the better options for the most part, but I just don’t do it as vigilantly as I did before. I don’t get much of a workout in anymore. I tried so many times to get up early to work out and I hit snooze instead. I need to find motivation somewhere because the holidays are coming up and I don’t want to gorge myself and hate the way I look come New Years.
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  • SAASHA17
    oh Lissie. hope things get better soon and u know now is the time to workout and motivate urself. I realise when I workout, I feel better esp what with the stress that comes with work etc etc..

    hope things work out about day care and eveyrthing

    Manasa emoticon
    2720 days ago
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