Wednesday, November 03, 2010
#1 I did not take any antidepressants.
I only take those when I have to- in the winter! I really could have punched Nick when he suggested taking one yesterday morning. Sorry sweetie, but there is when something needs to be taken care of, and then there is the winter. In control, not in control.
I was probably a bit hormonal too (don't all we girls know how that is!), but really it came down to TWO days of negative encounters. Not big ones, just consistent ones. That and the endless juxtaposition of people telling me how (positive adjective) I am, and being unemployed. I know it will get better some day, but damn, it's been a year already.
Today was just a write off day. Nick was off (well, until about 5:30, ah the life of a car salesmen), so we just spent time together, how nice, right? We played tennis, and that was my workout for the day. I'll do my run tomorrow, my legs still hurt plenty, it was good to (kind of) give them some time off.
I just dread how much I'll have to do tomorrow! Phone calls and what not. At least I have a lunch date with a fellow Junior League member. I know tons of people have the perception that JL is full of rich uppity people, but everyone I've met so far are super nice, hard working girls. Some of them probably are super rich, but I wouldn't know it from how they behave or treat me.
So I got my workout in, yay, three days straight so far! Food could have been better......I was craving pizza last night, didn't get any then, but I still wanted it this afternoon. So I went over in calories and carbs, but not fat at least! And totally got all my protein in. Plus, I'm feeling better, and I think tomorrow is going to be a pretty good day. Friday will potentially suck, but well, that's still in the future.
Well, I want to tidy up before Nick gets home; he's doing so well at work. I just hope I have a job soon (this dream job I applied for would do!) and then we can feel comfortable for awhile. Off to pretend I'm a good wife, lol!