Missing In Action
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
I was MIA last week. I know. I feel bad, but I was (am) dealing with emotions since the hyster.
Last week just kinda boiled up and all over me. Monday went fine, but Tuesday morning I got up and I was depressed and down, and I couldn't figure out what I was doing or why I was doing it, not to mention that I had to deal with a three-day headache. I was just so lost that I wasn't sure what I was suppose to be doing anymore!
I mangaged to make it to school on Tuesday afternoon to volunteer in my middle child, oldest daughters class, then on Wednesday morning we had parent-teacher conference for my oldest child, my son, and the rest of the day I worked the book fair at school. On thursday I volunteered to work the Fall party for my youngest child, my daughters class, then I help pack away the book fair.
Friday was Fall Break and the kids were home from school.
Saturday I took the Girl Scouts to the Indiana State Museum to see the Day of the Dead exhibts and the Titantic exhibts. it was great.
Sunday was church, then soccer awards program and then trick or treating.
So I just couldn't handle the computer too. I was so depressed that I didn't want to talk to anyone, I faked it through my committments, I am sure there are others who have done it, and then when I was home, I just vegged. It was awlful! I hate when that happens! I feel like I let me family down, let myself down, let me friends down. It's just so hard!