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So, I (Me?!) Am MOD

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

Well... oh my. Completely unexpected. All I have been doing is my own thing. I'm sorry I haven't even been that involved online lately. But I have just been committed offline, living life to the fullest, and managing it without any added pounds. I haven't really lost much in a bit. The body changes, but for whatever reason, its like maintenance lately. That's alright; I could have never dreamed of maintenance before. So I thank you. I thank Spark for my success, I think everyone for their well wishes, I than my lovely Spark Friends for their regular check ins and personal messages, especially S and L and C. xo (Did you like my little Oscar acceptance speech? lol)

Now onto other news... I give you 3G (recall the ginger haired giant) and the one I named Sound Sculptor, the one that was barely there in the blogs but had quite an impact in the two he was in. But guess what? He's baaack, as Carol Ann would say. (hehe)

So 3G... 3G flipped out when we started having real conversations and getting closer (surprise surprise). I didn't expect to hear from him when he want on this family reunion thing, but I did. That amazed me. At least 3 times. And then when he returned, he said he didn't feel like seeing me that weekend... or apparently in person any weekend since, because I physically have not seen him in about a month. (A month!) Occasionally we talk still. It was weird though, he made some random comment, and I said, well thats what friends like me are for. He said "friends?" I said "well, Your a man I sometimes date and enjoy the company of that I am building a friendship with. You don't seem to want to be my boyfriend, and that's okay. Its just how I classify you. How would you classify yourself?" No response. Apparently I messed with his head unknowingly. But seriously, if you are A) going to date others and keep me on a line, you can't expect more commitment from me or B) going to ditch me for the championships and the world series because you are a Giants fan, then we have a whole other issue. Either way, its not a fight, its just the way it is. Take it or leave it. I just care a bit less now because he made it that way. You miss them less (sometimes) over time. In this case, absolutely. Sorry if you are a guy reading this, but you can be dumb.

And what happens next? 3G steps up his game. Calling, Texting from the bar where he watches the games, "kiss for luck" blah blah blah. Seriously?! I kind of blow you off, and that makes you stop and think? This IS my experiment at dating an ex-jock. So far, unimpressed and more absorbed in self than the artists lol. I must say though, I am excellent luck. ;)

At the same time all this is going down, the man who broke into my life with the whole spotlight effect and gave me a glorious couple of weeks, only to freak out when it was getting really good, has sort of returned. (go back to end of July if you don't recall Sound Sculptor, towards the end of the blog) Right now it is just talk and see, not physically meet up. I am just not ready for that. I can't even believe he is going to be around tomorrow at the moment. lol So I don't know. Still... its nice to talk to him because talking to him is like talking to someone I have known forever, if you know what I mean. We seem to share thoughts sometimes. Scary. With this one, I have missed him... he is actually the only ex-type I have ever missed when its ended, which is saying something... and that's since the beginning of August. It sucked. I pouted alot. Yet still I did my best to move on. And I met 3G which was going pretty well and I thought 'hmm, maybe' but then... well, ya see how that's going. lol

And yet, I know someday someone is going to stick around with my size 4 (or size 2 when I get there) self... and I will want them too. It just would be nice for a change if they didn't always recognize that I am a good thing before I'm gone. Seriously, story of my love life. Ask all my exes... I am the one that got away. (I know, because they try to get me back. lol What was I saying about idiots? haha)

Keep you posted... message me whenever about anything. I need something to keep me logging in when I am so busy teaching. ;)

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  • no profile photo MIRACLEINSIXTY
    "Sorry if you are a guy reading this, but you can be dumb." LOOOOVE IT!

    and a huge CONGRATS on being named Motivator of the Day!

    3041 days ago
    Congrats on MOD you totally deserve it! You've helped me in so many ways so I totally see why you got it! Some guy will come along at some point and know how great you are and never let you go.
    3055 days ago
    Well congrats on being the MOD then. You must be a very interesting teacher! Keep up the good work Lissa! emoticon
    3061 days ago
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