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Nov-time to focus again!

Monday, November 01, 2010

In Oct I was thrilled-I hit a milestone of losing 50 lbs-I was so excited! But weirdly enough-it seemed like something switched off on my motivation. I felt it, I realized it-but I couldn't figure out how to flip that switch back on. I was also unable to work out for a week because I was sick, but that didn't feel like the reason for this at all. Just feels like that vision I had in my head of what each day would bring is now somehow behind a gauze curtain. It is there, but very fuzzy &difficult to see.

After I got on the scale this AM for my 1st of month check in-I need to do some SERIOUS reflecting and figure out how to rip this curtain down. I am up 1/2 pound from the month of Sept-I gain 5 lbs in Sept! I have been slowly but steadily losing each month, and now I have done this & gone backwards.

No beating myself up, what happened-happened and I need to focus on today & tomorrow only. End of Nov-I'll be back to -50 and with hard work- bring some of it's little chubby friends along-shooting for -53 by Nov 30th!
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  • ANGE72
    You still inspire me every day! You will do it, I have no doubt!
    2783 days ago
    Keep your head up and remember to smile. You will conquer this. Hope you have a great day. emoticon
    2789 days ago
    I have had somewhat the same problems. i go down 3 then up 5, and now i'm at another plateau. i feel lkie just calling it quits at times but i think of my kids grandkids and great grandkids so i try again, lately to no avail.i've got many health probs and so i'm home 90% of the time.i'm a very positive person most of the time, i think i just need to lose some of this stress in my life. emoticon
    2789 days ago
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