truth be told..

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

ive only been updating off and on this month.. its just really hard.. cuz i dont think im eatting that much compared to what i use to. its the opposite of emotionally eatting.. i think im emotionally starving :/
i mean its up and down.. i force myself to eat sometimes. but i get my ups and down.. when im up i eat when im down.. i dont even think of eatting.. which is focking weird cuz i love food!! but anyways. its all personal stuff...
im not even that motivated to work out..
but hey i did swim today.. cuz im in new mexico for work.. for 2 weeks. and i hate it and its only the first day.. and i dont want to be here what so ever.. but i guess everything sadly happens for a reason. :/

i think i'll be eatting a lot of junk food here... hopefully i'll get to go out and eat a lot.. cuz i can't cook here when its a hotel room with crappy pots and pans..
i miss my place already.


everything just kinda sux for me now..
im living in limbo.. lost.. and have no direction. none what so ever.
just breathing takes effort. :/

my list of food i got at walmart for the next two weeks:
cheeseburger combo snacks
tuna salad can and cracker
siracha sauce (cock sauce)
mini ravioli chef borardi
2 stoffers soup and sandwich frozen meal
pepperonni sticks and cheese sticks snacks
gold fish crackers
frozen jumbulya meal
frozen cheese cabata bread
easy mac velveta

and i think thats it.. oh and i got 2 can of coke from the plane ride.

yeah none of that food is me.. except for the water i guess.

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    youve always been a queen you lil dook! everyone wants you, but only royalty can have you. you will rule the lands and be spoiled as long as possible. spoiled is a positive thing here. i wanna spoil noooom! so dont forget how much power you have over everyone that sets foot on your soil.. its all yours. for the time being. emoticon
    2740 days ago
    who do you speak of? if me i was unaware i was a queen!
    2740 days ago
    i want my queen back!! to cook healthy yummy food for her...
    2741 days ago
    i need my chef back :[
    2741 days ago
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