Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Argh! I was doing so well for the past two and a half weeks. And then Thanksgiving dinner threw a wrench in the wheel. I didn't overdo it that much even, didn't have whopping amounts of food or booze. I just had one meal that was a bit bigger than I normally have, and a small piece of cheesecake. And as a result, I was two pounds heavier on Monday, and today (Wednesday) I am still one pound heavier than I was four days ago. I hate this. I hate that your body takes half a pound worth of extra food and turns it into two pounds that you cannot get rid of.
I hate this whole process, I hate my body that continually lets me down and disappoints me, I hate the fact that people are always trying to pass healthy food choices off as delicious because they are not, and I just generally hate being fat. All of it sucks.