Saturday, October 09, 2010
Iv always been a follower in life. What ever my friends or those around me were into I was into. I went with the crowed. I never really ventured to do my own thing. Every time I dated a guy, I became whatever he wanted to see. I myself tried to become like the perfect girlfriend keep the perfect house and follow pretty much what ever they said. I was not a happy person and I see that now
Things have been a lot different in the past month, I have to say lol
Iv started school and im so loving it. Its the first time iv done something on my own with out someone pushing me to do it. Im keeping up with my studies and making some new friends. Im also loving my classes my biology teacher makes it so interesting that its almost like i have a zest for science that i never knew i had before!@ She really gets into her job and im waiting to get my grade back for our first test! Im so excited! And for the first time in a long time there is no man, there isnt even a guy to have a crush on or a prospect, there is simpley no man! And I think for at least now that's for the best. I need to keep going deeper and discovering the true me. And I think im finally ready to get back into my healthier lifestyle and start working out and counting those calories! So to all my spark friend Id like to simply say iv missed you and im back!