Thursday, October 07, 2010
Ok, Jan 2010 I started this endeavor... at 180lbs. By my wedding in April- I had managed to get to 166lbs! Yet still needed to lose another 16 from that weight. But the pictures were gorgeous and I was starting to feel better about myself. From April 2010 until today...I've managed to put on 10lbs... :(
My goal is 150lbs. Thats what I envision daily in my head...thats what I know I can reach and be comfortable at. Yet... I can't seem to get there. Im starting over from now until Christmas...
I am in need of motivation- when it comes to food- I exhibit NO willpower at all. Afterwards I just feel pathetic for not having more common sense or control.