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There is candy in the freezer...

Thursday, September 30, 2010

and it's calling my name. I'm saying no, but it's really not easy. And yeah, I could have one, but honestly, I wouldn't stop at one, I know myself.

Cravings are insane. The urge gets overwhelming. I try and remind myself why I am doing this. What do I really want, a piece (or several pieces of candy)? Really, will it make me happy? NO!

Here is what I want-

*I want to finish college (I went back this year) and possibly even work on getting a Masters degree. Then of course I would like to be healthy so that I can be around for years doing what I love. When I think of job interviews I don't want my weight to be something that keeps me down because I feel so bad about myself and uncomfortable in my own skin.

*I want to shop at modcloth.com. They have no plus size clothes.

*I want to shop and Ann Taylor.

*I want to shop with friends and not be embarrassed because I have to go to the "womens" section.

*I want to sit down and not feel that stomach bulge pushing up against me.

*I want to walk up a flight of stairs and NOT be winded.

OK, I think I now know that I do not want the candy in the freezer. OK, whew! Temptation diverted. That actually helped.

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  • BLBH16
    The longer you resist the craving the weaker it will get. Good luck to you in keeping that freezer closed. emoticon
    3470 days ago
  • BLBH16
    The longer you resist the craving the weaker it will get. Good luck to you in keeping that freezer closed. emoticon
    3470 days ago
  • BLBH16
    The longer you resist the craving the weaker it will get. Good luck to you in keeping that freezer closed. emoticon
    3470 days ago
  • THEWINNER33
    I am glad that candy is losing for both of you. I hope it loses here also. My husband is guarding the licorce to keep me honest.
    3470 days ago
  • MOTTAMAMALOU
    i, too, have candy in the freezer and it's calling my name.
    it's me against the candy and so far i'm winning. i put the candy in the freezer 2 weeks ago and it's still calling my name. i refuse to answer.
    people are telling me how great i look and are asking if i'm losing weight. then i proceed to tell them about this site. some listen, some don't. it's their choice and i've made mine.
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    3470 days ago

    Comment edited on: 9/30/2010 4:36:57 PM
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