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Bad Morning

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

It all started when I weighed myself this morning. I had gained two pounds.

Then I started getting depressed. I'm worried about my finances. I'm behind on a lot of bills, and I want to go to Florida in December to visit my dad, who is in failing health. I'm worried about my family. My son has been unemployed for about 4 months. I'm worried about my other son's marriage. I'm worried about my daughter. She's in her final (I hope) year of college and her finances are in trouble too, and I can't help her.

I know that yesterday I went over my calories. The rule for first-week fast break is not to worry about calories. But I didn't think I went that far over! And I got my exercise goals in.

Well, at least my blood sugar was good. At 99. It's been fluctuating from 98 to 108 every morning. Have no idea why.

Okay, enough whining. Life is hard. Today is another day. It's almost noon and I'm still in my pajamas. Time to get moving.

Thanks for letting me vent.
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  • ROBINSCAROL1
    Hi, I can't quite figure out this SparkPeople thing but it sounds like you have a handle on it. Just need to keep your eye on the prize, once we figure out what it is. LOL I need to work on getting a motivational phrase or something. I have been with the program about a week or so and didn't lose my 2 lb goal so my goal line is flat, flat, flat. At least it's not going up. Trying to lose about 25 lbs. I just got my Spark book yesterday and started reading it today at work. I think it will help me put some of the puzzle pieces of this program together. It does sound like it will give me a plan to help me focus. Sorry to be so random, I hope this made some sense. Just wanted to say hang in there life is like the different seasons. Things look pretty bleak in the wintertime but things are only preparing for the upcoming spring, when everything comes back to life and start blooming all over again. We just need to keep looking up and not down, knowing it will always get better.
    2818 days ago
  • SHERRY257
    I am praying for you and your family. Stay strong. emoticon
    2819 days ago
  • BUGSMOM211
    emoticon about all your stress! Think positive thoughts and hopefully things will feel better soon emoticon
    2819 days ago
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