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Sunday, September 26, 2010

I had something happen this weekend that was done for fun but I also learned a lot and started thinking about things. This man told me that depression was getting me down and keeping me down. He said I had come so far in my life but had an opening in my life that depression just swwoped in and took over. I got to thinking that is so true. I had a moment where I did let my good nature slow down and I let the depression get me down. With my health I know the weight loss is very slow and will not speed up for a while. It is a matter of fact. But depression has really screwed with my mind. I have been brought way down, so far down that I can't see me anymore so this is my plan. It sounds weird but Im going to do it.

I am breaking up with me. My depressing me. I wouldn't stay with a guy who treated me like that so why should I stay with that attitude that treats me like that? I am going to let the happy loving inner me back out and get rid of that nasty evil side of me. I cant be treated like that anymore. I am actually going to write a letter then burn it so all the bad energy vibes go with it! Im not crazy and I hope youguys dont think I am. I am readdy to free my self. That is all :) emoticon
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  • ANGE1010
    Kelly,
    That's awesome! Thanks for making me your friend. I needas many as I can get and now we are on this journey together. The depression thing, I totally get it. I've been there a few times and I can say that I never really believed in it before. I was fired(long story), almost 11 months ago. I have an awesome wife and 3 great daughters. We've had to make some adjustments, begin living a simpilar life etc....I've put out over 210 resume's to 210 job openingsand no offers. Here's what I can count on through the good times and bad. 1. God loves me, Hemade me and has a special plan for my life. 2. God doesn't care about what I do, my title, how much money I make or my comfort. He cares about my character. 3. God knows whats best for me. It's my job to seek His will. Lastly, 4. God loves me so much that he sents His son to die on the cross for my sin.
    This life is so hard and we put pressure on ourselves to make it even harder. I am learning that my spiritual life is priority and my health is tied into that as well. We can't serve other people if we are not healthy ourselves. I'm here to help you in anyway I can, my friend.

    God bless,

    Ange
    3803 days ago
  • YICHE12
    Good for you. Keep up the positive thinking going. When you feel one negative thought coming, replace it with a positive one. emoticon
    3805 days ago
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