september 23, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
I just got back from my dance lesson. It's been 3 weeks since my last one because I was on vacation and then I was sick. It felt really good to be back ^_^ and it has motivated me even more to lose weight. I know I'm going to need all the help i can get to stick with it as I know my motivation tends to be short lived. I have so many reasons to lose weight, dancing better and feeling better about myself are just a couple of them but they are big ones. I know I can do this, when I'm trying, so I'm going to start finding some motivating pictures to hang around my place to keep all these things in mind. Finding a nice picture of some people dancing will be one of the first things I'm going to get. In a nice waltz pose would be awesome ^_^
Oh, today during my lesson, my instructor was teaching me the tango, and its one my not so good dances lol. He was showing me how body contact really helps with the leading and I even let him do it. For those of you who dont know, I have a problem with touching and people getting in my personal space. I didn't like the body contact but I let him do it, at least for a short while, then it got to be too much. I have to admit, even with the anxiety it caused, I was better able to follow. I am definitely getting better at this!
Anywho, time to go make myself a really healthy and yummy dinner!