the whole truth this time around

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Hey...I've not written here since feb. of this of the parts about sp I like the most...I have to say this I've been lying to myself and to everyone here..that's why and for other reasons I had to take a break...I'd say I lost but I hadn't I just wanted to feel better about myself and in some distant way in my head I was making myself feel better...I really did get down to about some time..but it didn't last..I didn't allow myself to move forward...I started relying on the old me...which never worked for me..I still battle with myself constantly over how to better control my eating...I have the information that works for me but still I don't allow myself to use that information....pray for me..I really want to do better..and this time I don't care if I loose or not I"m not going to's not good for me mentally or physically..and at least now my slate is clean and I can start afresh...which is back close to where I was wen I started with sp...but I promise myself and all of you that I will not fudge on the numbers...If I truely loose a pd...I'ts really a pd lost...I really think that I started out with good intensions but lost myself somewhere...but that is the past and I'm looking to the future...I really do enjoy sp..and want to keep it part of my life.....truely....Rico emoticon I''ll be back.......
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    This is a life long trip. Don't stay on a sid etrip too long but don't get lost on the sid e trip either. You are back on the trek so have patience and keep moving toward the real goal.
    3404 days ago
    everyone slips up, and the important thing is that u didnt GIVE UP..yeah u!!! we are here for u to give support if and ever u need it..good luck!!! emoticon
    3405 days ago
  • GEINAHG0757
    The important thing, the MOST important thing, is that you are back and refocusing on your health. How's that saying go? Oh, yeah..."The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." You have taken your first GO!

    3405 days ago
    I think you are going to do great ! You have everything in order and with Gods help you can't lose ! Pastor Mike
    3405 days ago
  • MABTE52
    Thank you for being honest with yourself first then with us. I think you are on the right path to sucess now. Keep on trudging we can do it together.
    3405 days ago
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