I should have never pulled in.....
Monday, September 20, 2010
A little over a week ago I got the urge to get taco bell. To make a long story short, its brought back my craving for fast foods. Which was always one of my biggest issues. Its so easy. So convenient. Pull in, pull out - its right there. I thought I would be okay one night getting something small not realizing over a week later I would have gone a FEW times. Im now down money that I could have used for MUCH better things. And here I am again feeling like SH!T.
I know Im not on a diet, Im trying to make a lifestyle change. I know ill NEVER not eat any kind of fast food again. But I wish I never allowed myself to that day. Ive been craving sh!tty food ever since. For breakfast & lunch Ive been doing pretty good.
All I know is I DO NOT want to gain this (almost) 30lbs back. I will die. I will not allow fast food to run my life like that and make me miserable. My body feels so much better already then what it did when I started. Im doing so well, I know I am. I workout a few times a week also. I just have worked so hard and feel like Im letting myself down right now. This is what Ive been working so hard on since the end of July to move so far from.
I know people fall off the wagon every now and then, but how do I pick myself back up. I have no problem starting over tomorrow. Its the battle with the cravings thats gunna get to me for the next few days till I can overcome this. BLAH.