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September 18, 2010

Saturday, September 18, 2010

I haven't blogged in quite a while so i thought I would update you all on how I'm doing. I'm not doing great. I haven't lost any weight, I'm not doing well with the challenge at my gym. I guess I can say goodbye to that $10,000. I'm really depressed right now and I've started seeing a therapist. I'm hoping she can help me because in this mindset it is nearly impossible for me to stay on top of my eating and exercising. I haven't even been to hapkido or dance class in about 3 weeks. Of course this past week doesn't really count as I was sick so I couldn't go lol.

I know I haven't been around much on my teams or posting on people's blogs. I will try to change that but it's so hard to encourage other people when I feel hopeless. I'm struggling to get my school work done, and house work and deal with just every day things.

I will be on here tracking every day, and i will make an effort to be a little more active with my teams. I hope you all are doing better than I am right now.
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    It's good to hear from you, hang in there and take care of yourself.
    3168 days ago
    emoticon emoticon emoticon This Summer season has been bad for me too. I think Fall will be better for us. emoticon We can start over new. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3168 days ago
    Good job posting! We all go through this, I was there not long ago. Good job going to see a counselor, it takes a lot of strength to take that step. :) You are going to come back from this! ((HUGS)). Keep us updated! We love you!
    3169 days ago
    emoticon I understand all too well what you are going through, as I have been fighting it for awhile now. But, I am getting better and you will, too. Journaling my feelings and experiences really helped me. If you just need to unload, you can always send me a sparkmail. I wish you the best.
    3169 days ago
    It may sound daft but when i was really low my mum told me to keep smiling.I thought it was a waste of time but i tried it and it did really help.You know the saying "when your smiling the whole world smiles with you".It just makes you feel a bit brighter.Chin up luv. emoticon
    3169 days ago
    Your not on her solely to encourage others! IT's a 2 way street! That is what we are here for as well! We can't encourage you unless you stay active! WE ARE HERE FOR YOU! LET us help you! Stay active everyday, no matter what your achievements, or lack there of, are! You can do this, but it will not be easy. ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH JESUS CHRIST, and you can do all things through Him that strengthens you!

    P.S.- get up, get out of the house, and get involved! IT will make you feel sO much better! emoticon
    3169 days ago

    Comment edited on: 9/18/2010 2:00:08 PM
    I'm so glad you posted this, taking one step is a huge jump when you are depressed. I really believe the therapist will help you. This week I hope you go back to dance and hapkido because there was an imense difference in your confidence when you were going. You can do this!!! Don't give up on the $10,000 try to put your mind to it and you can do anything. You CAN still win. Try to stay positive!!

    Luv ya!!!!!!
    3169 days ago
    *Hugs* Depression is such a tough thing to deal with. It zaps your energy & motivation sometimes. I think of my battle against depression as a daily struggle & each day I fight to stay on top of it. It's not easy but you can do it. Therapy is always a great & helpful idea.
    3169 days ago
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