September 18, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
I haven't blogged in quite a while so i thought I would update you all on how I'm doing. I'm not doing great. I haven't lost any weight, I'm not doing well with the challenge at my gym. I guess I can say goodbye to that $10,000. I'm really depressed right now and I've started seeing a therapist. I'm hoping she can help me because in this mindset it is nearly impossible for me to stay on top of my eating and exercising. I haven't even been to hapkido or dance class in about 3 weeks. Of course this past week doesn't really count as I was sick so I couldn't go lol.
I know I haven't been around much on my teams or posting on people's blogs. I will try to change that but it's so hard to encourage other people when I feel hopeless. I'm struggling to get my school work done, and house work and deal with just every day things.
I will be on here tracking every day, and i will make an effort to be a little more active with my teams. I hope you all are doing better than I am right now.