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Sunday, September 12, 2010

This has been a very bad month, I haven't been logging my food since I seem to be always hungry. The weather has brought on a flare up of my Fibro and I have been eating to distract from the pain and stress. So I ended up gaining a pound, which I am actually glad it wasn't more.
How do I make it through the day when all I want to do is get my pain to a level I can tolerate? It affects my work and the people I work with. It affects my mood and my dogs. Some days all I want to do is cry but I know it will do no good. Some days all I want is a hug but I know that even that will be painful. Next month I see the doc again and will have to see if there is anything I can do.
So today I will try and start all over, When I get back from work I will have to get the front yard mowed. The back can wait till later this week. New goals have to be set and I pray I can make them. I have to just keep trying and I know I will be able to do it even if it takes me longer than I plan.
I just had to get this off my shoulders, So sorry for sounding so down.
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    The thing you choose to comfort you will be your strength. Do you want food to be your strength? Do you want people to be your strength.

    From your blog, it sounds like you are a prayer, so the one who by his stripes you are healed and he was resurrected, should be your comfort and your strength. His pain was great, so great that he layed down his life because he saw your face. He then took your pain, and turned it into Joy as he ascended into Heaven.

    Forget the food and forget the people, they have no power. Find the scriptures all the verses that talk about healing...

    John Hagee Ministries in San Antonio has a CD that has all the scriptures of healing that there are in the bible. The CD is 12.00 if you are out of town, or 6.00 if you can go purchase it at the store.

    You can be healed of any illness!

    emoticon Here's a pain free hug for you!
    3171 days ago
    I so hope you can find some relief when you visit your doctor. Fibro is such a baffling disease. I have two friends with it. And yes...even a hug...though they want one...hurts. I can see where it would leave you so distressed that food would seem like a comfort. can drink a nice cup of tea instead. Have some carrot sticks, plain yogurt mixed with fruit...makes a good dessert, a nice crisp apple...I've found that crunchy things seem to help. I don't know enough about Fibro to know if a heating pad would help or hurt. Try your best to not get too discouraged. Blogging here should always help. I know it helps me. Hang in there and keep sparking. emoticon
    3171 days ago
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