Sunday, September 12, 2010
This has been a very bad month, I haven't been logging my food since I seem to be always hungry. The weather has brought on a flare up of my Fibro and I have been eating to distract from the pain and stress. So I ended up gaining a pound, which I am actually glad it wasn't more.
How do I make it through the day when all I want to do is get my pain to a level I can tolerate? It affects my work and the people I work with. It affects my mood and my dogs. Some days all I want to do is cry but I know it will do no good. Some days all I want is a hug but I know that even that will be painful. Next month I see the doc again and will have to see if there is anything I can do.
So today I will try and start all over, When I get back from work I will have to get the front yard mowed. The back can wait till later this week. New goals have to be set and I pray I can make them. I have to just keep trying and I know I will be able to do it even if it takes me longer than I plan.
I just had to get this off my shoulders, So sorry for sounding so down.