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Blocking my Own Progress?

Friday, September 10, 2010

I'm realizing I'm attempting to sabotage my own efforts by revealing them to my loved ones. I'm throwing my new found beliefs about weight loss and mind/body alignment out there, and waiting for them to be challenged or rejected. That gives me further reason to retreat into internal conflict. I will not continue that pattern. I will make a stand, and continue to become who I'm becoming in this world. Self-conflict has led me to depression, anxiety, weight gain, chronic allergies, and on and on and on. No more. I can deal with not being liked, even by those I love. I need to work on gaining some self-love right now.
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  • KIRKEN2
    my hubby got mad at me when i said that he needs to eat better and same with the boys cuz he lets them have to much crap for snacks. that did not go well with him. it is going to be a long battle that i need to fight.

    good luck with it all
    2959 days ago
  • MOMFAN
    Look in the mirror and tell yourself how amazing you are. It is hard in the beginning but so worth it later! You are amazing! You are special! You can do this!
    2961 days ago
  • LILDREAMY
    Absolutely! And if those loved ones love you, then they would not try and mess
    those efforts up in any way. You gotta look out for #1. You're doing a GREAT job! Don't let ANYONE take that away!

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    2962 days ago
  • CDGOLDILOCKS
    When you change your lifestyle and succeed, your loved ones will see your success and question the way that THEY live their lives. Don't let them undermine your efforts. You can do it.
    2962 days ago
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