Blocking my Own Progress?
Friday, September 10, 2010
I'm realizing I'm attempting to sabotage my own efforts by revealing them to my loved ones. I'm throwing my new found beliefs about weight loss and mind/body alignment out there, and waiting for them to be challenged or rejected. That gives me further reason to retreat into internal conflict. I will not continue that pattern. I will make a stand, and continue to become who I'm becoming in this world. Self-conflict has led me to depression, anxiety, weight gain, chronic allergies, and on and on and on. No more. I can deal with not being liked, even by those I love. I need to work on gaining some self-love right now.