Wednesday, September 08, 2010
It's official, I'm in one.
It's cool and cloudy today, no sight of the sun.
The car is in the shop and the repairs are going to be somewhere between "ouch and wow".
I haven't heard back from the interviews of Friday. My friend called Sunday, said it all looked good, but I would have one more interview. No word so far.
Yesterday I made zuchinni muffins from the largess of my garden, two versions-one no sugar added and very low fat and the other the full blown-ok half fat, reduced sugar-I just can't cook the other way any more version. And I ate, I ate chips-they were baked, I ate nuts-1/2 cup, I ate grilled cheese and I ate muffins, lots of both kinds. Been a while since I've used food that way, for comfort and to fill up the empty. Really just to stuff myself.
I'm back to normal eating today. I may have another grilled cheese sandwich for lunch, it was very comforting. I'll track it and fill in the blanks with fruit and veggies. The food didn't solve any of my problems or relieve my anxiety or stress.
I'll walk later this afternoon, the house needs cleaning, the yard work is done.
I'll look for my spark in that closet that needs clearing out. Or maybe in a nap.
Did I get up on the wrong side of the bed or what?