Shopping for a dress!!!!!The most depressing thing I have done in a while..
Sunday, September 05, 2010
I had the most depressing day trying to find something to wear to a wedding in the begginig of October..It was just awful,I know that I am big but it was just awful.This is the largest I have been ..I am trying really hard and using the meal tracker and I walk a lot lately even though it hurts my heel. I went to thrift stores and all and seemed like no luck..Just a bad day for me. I finally found something in a size that I never in my life thought that I would see. That is going to change..I just have to figure out how. Is it bad to keep skinny clothes in the closet? And the most terrible thing of all was seeing that I wasn't the biggest person shopping. I guess my self esteem needs a little work..I am going to get there.