Blogging Is My Spark Life Line and New Developments In General
Saturday, September 04, 2010
Yeah, I know it isn't really health related lately. In actuality, I do alright. I haven't been losing, just maintaining, which considering the craziness of the summer, and the fact that I lost so much already, I am jazzed to think I haven't gained and wear a size 4. So yay for that, but I will be back on the loser train soon. ;)
First up, another move. I know, didn't you just move you are saying. Yeah well, the commute to my new job in LA is killing me. somewhere between an hour and half and 3 hours each way depending on traffic of the day. Makes it exhausting... makes me too tired to take much care of myself and thats a bad trap. So one more month and I will be about half hour to 45 min. away. Much better for me. If you know Cali, you know everyone drives, so if you are thinking that's still far, dream on. lol I suppose I could live near the school I teach, but it happens to be in one of the worst areas in LA, so no. I don't think so.
In other news... that guy from the last blog, I did see him again. Boy is he not going to be permanent. Not a bad guy, but not my guy. Fun to date perhaps here and there, but so much of a life-planner, which gives me minor anxiety attacks... plus two small children he has 3 days a week, which means he is not leaving the area for bigger and better things, and I am already moving again. So it would never work. He remains nameless. But that's okay. Why? Because there is another one. haha
Here's the thing with the new one. He is not that uber wow can't breathe type of guy that art guy or even more so like my brief affair with He Who Shall Not Be Named was from a recent blog that didn't work out. At least not right off the bat. Funny thing is, he might be able to be that guy. Its kind of weird. (probably because I have a hard time trusting myself in any form of judgment on male companions at the moment). He's a production designer (meaning he designs all the sets) for films and stuff out in LA....Graphic arts degree, film school degree (read lots in common but enough differences to be interesting), we like to do similar things, like the same movies and say their lines, have potential to get into serious trouble because we are both "good" types with a wild slant... I don't know. Maybe because my previous (albeit brief) boyfriends (damn them) have been the passionate intense types, this whole somethings there but in slow motion makes things seem off. But it doesn't necessarily have to be off. Its just my perception because mine is skewed. He is a bit of planner and it kind of freaks him out (alright so it gives him a kick too) that I don't really do that. I get a general direction and then I go with it. He likes to think about it all, and sometimes over-think things. That does concern me a tad... but maybe its not a bad thing. I am just not used to it.
I'm not used to a lot of things about him... like his height. 6'5. That means just over a foot taller than me. Never dated anyone over 5'8. Hmmm... you say. How is that for me? Truthfully, its kind of hot. :) If I want to feel like I can be carried away, he's the guy to do it. And since I did a good job of losing so much weight already, he actually can lol. So again, I don't know... and who knows. What I can say is that phone conversations go on for hours before I realize it, dates are amazing, he is sweet and kind and considerate, and fun. Just not sure fun for how long. I'm so skeptical these days. Thanks He Who Shall Not Be Named. :/
Okay... I guess he can have a name. He's a ginger as my friend says... and a giant for the most part (at least to me). So.. maybe Ginger Gentle Giant? GGG haha Suggestions welcome for this cast member....