Feeling a bit better!
Thursday, January 04, 2007
I am feeling a little bit better. Walked 3.4 miles tonight and now going to get on my elliptical for 43 minutes. I can't believe it...Charles called, just to say hey. I was surprised. We talked, I said nothing serious, no questions, just talked about work and my week. Shared that I just walked 3.4 and nothing big. Then before he could say it, I said, "well thanks for calling, it was nice to hear from you". AND I hung up. That is a huge thing for me. I don't normally do that. I felt so empowered...I know..silly, but I felt a lot better. I just need to quit settling...I think I need to just move on and quit worrying. I think he will have to miss me before he could figure out what he wants. So I am determined ....no emails, no letters, no calls. Wish me luck!