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One Year since Losing My Sister & Niece

Monday, August 30, 2010

It is hard to believe one year has already passed, and still missing my sister Michele and niece Giselle so bad. Yesterday the ashes were taken to the ocean, I didn't want to go, too much hurt and getting me upset all over again.

I won 50 spark goodie points today on the wheel, so I decided to purchase a "Rainbow" Goodie because that is what I saw in the sky the day after they were gone. Now it will remind me that they are both together in a much better place and I will be there with them some day.

Thank you to all my Spark Friends! I love you all!!!
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    The death of a loved one can be so sad and life changing. I lost my younger sister to a motorcycle accident. The only thing that eases the pain is knowing she died LOVING all the times she was on her harley.

    Big hugs ((((Flasun))))
    2249 days ago
    A big HHUUGG from J
    2298 days ago
    I'm so sorry for your loss....I hope time continues to heal you

    2616 days ago
    Janice: It is all of your beautifully articulated words written from a place of love, grief and loss that continue to honor Michele and Giselle ... Thank you for sharing your love and loss...Know that they remain with you always, just from a higher vantage point. emoticon
    2671 days ago
    I know the agony of losing loved ones. I lost my father, brother and most recently my beloved stepfather who didnt have to love me but loved me as a father. I think of them when i need to accomplish something like running up a hill. I imagine they are at the top cheering me on. Try it next time you need a push. It got me to the top and feeling like a winner.
    2699 days ago
    Janice,It is so hard for us when we miss our loved ones.You have so many good memories and they are here with you every day.One day we will be with them again and until then all we can do is love them and remember all the good times together.You are just the sweetest and fun person and I know that your sister and niece are looking after you now. emoticon emoticon
    2742 days ago
  • LYNDA1019
    So sorry for your loss. It is so hard...your angels are watching over you. The rainbow is a sign that they are together and okay....

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    2764 days ago
    Awwwhhhh I'm sorry I just came across your blog...hugs, hugs, and MORE hugs..life can be sooooo hard sometimes..but we'd never know true love if we didn't know the pain of losing it...that makes the ones around us still even MORE important. You are a beautiful soul my darling friend...I'm sending you love and light! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2764 days ago
    :( and hugs.
    2786 days ago
    Sorry for your loss.

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    2788 days ago
  • ALISA1223
    Thoughts with you through your trying time. If you need to talk or vent or scream you let me know. Keep going strong!!
    2789 days ago
    I am so sorry for your loss. I know how much it hurts. Just know that all your spark friends are here for you.
    Good job for winning 50 points on the spin. That spark wheel can be very stubborn sometimes.
    2789 days ago
    The Angels are looking after both for you.

    2789 days ago
    They same time heals all loss. I hope that will be true in your case. I'm so sorry for your loss.
    2789 days ago
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