My turn to vent..
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I guess I need to vent. Had a crappy day today. I got up, ate breakfast and got some of my work out done. That was all fine, took a shower and had to go to my start up meeting for this coming school year to get the paper work for my school bus run. I really can't believe school starts next week and I'm going to be stuck in a bus with my son for about 6 hours a day .. Don't get me wrong, I am glad i have a job but i just get so sick of driving .. then when i get home I have to deal with BF Crap.. Having an unexpected 2 hour conversation that I wasn't up for having.. I get so emotionally drained from being upset I really don't feel like eating. But I did anyway
So, I've been trying to split my calories up so that I eat more of my calories for breakfast and lunch. well today I didn't eat enough for breakfast or lunch.. So I needed to eat over 600 for supper and snack still haven't eaten what i need.. I am also trying to get some kind of exercise after supper so i can burn what I ate... It was working because the weight started to move again..
Then When I get back into the routine of going back to driving the bus and eating at the right times and getting my workout in.. I know I'm going to be so tired when i first go back from getting up at 5:20 in the morning.. I keep telling myself I will be fine I'll stick with it But I am worried because I get so tired at first.. well even If don't exercise as much as i'd like to. i will eat right.. I'm dow 18 pounds and I 'm not going to blow it now.. I have to do this I can't screw up because of work...
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. well at least its not going to be raining here.. I'll take my little man out side and let him play and probably go for a walk .. Gettng some sun and air will do me some good..