Blown up like a balloon. (warning - TMI)
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I don't know what my problem is lately.... a couple of weeks ago I gained 7 lbs in 2 days... I thought it was because Aunt Flo was late, but evidently not!! I didn't lose the 7lbs.... in fact, I gained 3 more!! I don't understand it at all. I've been working out, I've been eating the same as I have been all summer (admittedly not as well as I should be, but still...)
I just don't understand this!! Why bother even trying?? I was 127lbs this time last year... The gyno put me on bc because of the pre-menopause & I immediately went up to 130. Slowly been rising so this summer I've been floating between 130 & 133... this morning I weighed 140!!! WTH!!
I'm thinking of just stopping the bc pills & having a period every 2 weeks like before... at least I didn't have a huge belly back then. I'm so depressed that I've been munching on M&Ms this morning.... I can't seem to stop myself! ARGH!! This is the opposite of helping. But Monday I worked out at the gym for 45 minutes & yesterday 50minutes & the weight just keeps on piling on. I'm not going to the gym today. Forget it. I'm going to go home & eat some shrimp & brown rice & then I'll go to the farmers market & pick up some corn, tomatoes, cucumbers, & potatoes. I'll skip the Kringla & the zucchini bread this time. Maybe the farmer's market will make me feel better.
Thanks for listening to my bxxxx session today. It made me feel better to type it.